Feelings' flying

*EDIT: I changed the category so I can make a print available*
It's sunny today so I managed to take a much better photo
1m*1.60m
Oil sticks and oil painting
woooohoooo it's my first so big painting I looovvee biiggggg to death and it's my fastest painting too

I'm entering "Express it contest" with it

I have always had difficulties to express what I was feeling or what I was thinking, the words were just emprisoned in my heart or my mind.
Maybe fearing the judging by others or fearing to not like what i was feeling.

I've been living so for years, trying many things, gardening, DIY, photography, infography but I was rather surviving and then suddenly I discovered the painting and it opened something in my soul and my heart, I live I smell I taste paintings, it's like it was waiting for me.
It took me time but I finally found it


My heart was closed
My soul was emprisoned
I was breathing
I was surviving
And I found the canvas
And revealed the sensuality
of my inner body
It woke up all my senses
Broke the prison of my soul
And opened my heart
Now I can totally be me
Not fearing anymore
What the others think
Being double
Being kinky
being crazy
Being funny
Being weird
Livinnnng
Being meeeeeeeee

I'll take a better pic tomorrow with daylight
Haha it didn't happen because the weather is crazy, it's raining as hell ^^